mood: Perplexed
listening to: The Question is How - The Action Design

I just got out of a long term relationship and now there's another girl that likes me. Which for me is a first because I don't think I've ever remember someone starting to like me and me having to play catch up to understand it all.

half of me is saying it's too soon...

the other half is saying go for it! Don't let this opportunity go past!

I'm torn in two. stuck in the middle between two strong voices.

I am a hopeless romantic.
My body craves to be near another
And my heart wants to give love.

My heart doesn't want to get hurt again
but my mind is wrapped around the idea of being held like toilet paper around the cardboard center.

I'm losing sleep and my appetite is waning.
I beat myself up.
I make myself look good.
I try.
I try to be myself.
and oddly enough,
it works.

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